If you listen with your heart and read between the lines, you can find messages from Spirit within
the songs of the hardened rock bands.......and if you listen closely, they are gentle souls dealing with pain and hurt yet still desire to inspire others out of a dark reality into a brighter future.

This song crossed my path today when I wasn't looking for it.  "Maybe I, Maybe You" -  SCORPIONS.

Music not only inspires my stories, but it leaves me messages, and sometimes reaffirms my decisions. If you hear the same song three times in a row during a brief period of time, look up the lyrics, and try to understand the message within those words, and what it means for you in that moment.



 

 Maybe I, maybe you
Can make a change to the world
We're reaching out for a soul
That's kind of lost in the dark

Maybe I, maybe you
Can find the key to the stars
To catch the spirit of hope
To save one hopeless heart

You look up to the sky
With all those questions in mind
All you need is to hear
The voice of your heart
In a world full of pain
Someone's calling your name
Why don't we make it true
Maybe I, maybe you

Maybe I, maybe you
Are just dreaming sometimes
But the world would be cold
Without dreamers like you

Maybe I, maybe you
Are just soldiers of love
Born to carry the flame
Bringin' light to the dark

You look up to the sky
With all those questions in mind
All you need is to hear
The voice of your heart
In a world full of pain
Someone's calling your name
Why don't we make it true
Maybe I, maybe you

    - SCORPIONS
 

Heaven above, heaven below;
stars above, stars below;
all that is above, thus also below;
understand this and be blessed.
- Kircher, Prodrom. Copt., pp 193 and 275.

If we were to look up at the heavens above at the exact moment when we took our first breath, we would be looking at our contract with the Universe. The mystery of our soul is revealed in the sky above us at that moment.

Did you realize that your astrology chart is your contract with the Universe? Before you incarnated in this lifetime, you worked with your spirit guides and kindred souls on a contract to perfect your soul. 

As a Virgo Sun, I am all about perfection, and it is tiresome to say the least.  As life unfolds, I believe I notice the imperfections more than most, but I also am developing the wisdom to know what appears to be imperfect is perfect for the evolution of our souls. Since my Virgo Sun is in my Third House, I know that I contracted with the Universe to communicate what I analyze and discover with others, and at times, this may make me very unpopular.  Remember this:  Your friends tell you the truth, and your enemies tell you what you want to hear.  Your soul needs the truth to further its growth, and a real friend is one who helps you to further your spiritual growth in this lifetime yet loves you unconditionally.  Often, what we need to grow is something we avoid.  After all, what is new to us is the least comfortable.  In this lifetime, I am learning that the Universe provides all that I need.  When I have fully realized this, I will create beauty, harmony, and trust with this knowledge and understanding.

My mother said that I was the most untrusting child she ever knew, and it is revealed by my South Node in Scorpio  that in the past, I had the rug pulled out from underneath me.  For much of my life I feared everyone and everything, and this is what I needed to overcome.   After all, our lessons are never easy because if they were easy, they would not be lessons.  Fearing everyone and everything has been very difficult for me to overcome, but I am writing a screenplay about my last past life; and after you watch this film, you will understand the trauma that my soul needs to overcome.  I know exactly who a karmic player was in that life, and where this person came to play in my current life. This happened many years ago, but the clues are within my astrology chart. They are in yours as well.

We use our charts as a guide, but we have free will to do what we desire with this information. We also have the free will to ignore it entirely. Ignore it all you want, but the Universe will bring it to your attention until you face it and learn your lessons. You may leave this lifetime never learning your lessons because this is your free will, but obviously, your soul will remain the same and need to contract these same lessons in another lifetime.

My soul has already learned about power, the occult, and transformation in many past lives revealed by my South Node in Scorpio in my Fifth House.   I am very familiar and comfortable with these topics.  In this lifetime, I am learning about grounded values, and how to stabilize these energies through the wise use of material resources.  Our North Nodes point us to where we are aiming in this lifetime, and mine points toward the grounded, earthy, building energy of Taurus.

Mars in my Second house of finances shows me that money motivates me (as if I didn’t know this already).  Many things we inherently know and remember about our contract with God/dess, but it is comforting to have our astrology chart to confirm what we have always surmised about ourselves. In this way, we know our purpose. We know we are on track. Whatever happens, we know it is for the Highest Good, and we can rest assured that all is well and perfect as it should be for us and everyone else.  Although money motivates me, I am very generous, and I like nothing better than to see others succeed. This is confirmed by Jupiter in my First House. I love to help others see their true potential. Jupiter and Sagittarius share similar energies, so I am honest and enthusiastic as well. I will naturally gravitate towards leadership positions.

In this lifetime, I am learning about creativity, and I am often a dreamer watching everyone else. I am learning the importance of hopes and wishes. I will use this wisdom to create my own destiny. In this lifetime, I have no other option, but to recognize and empower myself. My creative energies dissipate from my need for friendships, and I am learning the self discipline to master this lesson. I must learn to FOCUS in this lifetime because I know that in this lifetime, my hopes will create reality.

Can I find out my life expectancy and how I may leave this lifetime within my chart?  Of course this is possible, and the Eighth House reveals these mysteries.  In my chart, the sign of lasting structures, Capricorn, is on my Eighth House cusp. This indicates I will live a very, very long life. Since Capricorn is ruled by Saturn and my Saturn is in Pisces which is ruled by Neptune, this also indicates that I may die in my sleep.  Knowing how I left my last lifetimes, this isn’t a bad way to go.

Obviously, there is so much more to my contract as there is so much in your contract with the Universe, and this is only a glimpse of my soul’s past and potential.  After all, there are twelve houses in our charts and various planets residing in them influenced by the zodiac signs and their positions.   I am writing this to prove to you that we mirror Heaven above, and we have the power to create Heaven on earth. As a child, I used to say that it did not matter if I died because the nuns taught us that Heaven was a better place.  Now that I know my own truth, I can say that Heaven is within us and always with us. Our souls choose to incarnate to have an experience with form, as well as, to evolve. We wish to experience the passion that is the human experience, and we brought our most trusted friends along with us.

When you look up at the sky tonight, know that you are looking at a new baby’s sacred contract with the Universe, as well as, the new energies at work influencing your own soul evolvement.   We are all very special, and we are all loved in our uniqueness.

PAST LOVES, PAST LIVES

If we are not free from our past, an elusive lover or negative experience locked deep within our soul may continue to wreak havoc in our present love life.  It is possible that someone in our present life mirrors the great love from our past life as well.  Unfortunately, if this is a karmic tie or a negative influence such as the soul’s repeated negative patterns, this may not be a dream relationship.
  Intuitively, you can look for these clues on your own, but it is also helpful to consult psychics when dealing with otherworldly romance.  A psychic will share impressions received about your past lives that reveal the patterns holding you back in your present life.   
   Past life regressions are a valuable tool for bringing the soul’s negative love patterns to light.   In a past life regression, you experience the images and feelings for yourself while under hypnosis.  Learning meditation for reading the Akashic records, the sacred records where our past lives are recorded, is a helpful practice for those who use the power of meditation.
  Another way to dig up the soul's buried secrets is to unlock the energy of your twelfth house and South Node in your astrology chart.  Astrologists skilled to look within your chart for past life karma will help you to see for yourself the love patterns and karma within your contract with the Universe.  Are you aware that the karmic tie may be the strongest attraction of all with the tightest hold on us? This is why some of us never break free of our karmic relationships.  Why is this karmic attraction so strong?
Ironically, although we feel trapped and unhappy in this type of relationship, our soul knows that it needs this relationship to be free. Yes, our souls have a deep yearning to be free. Well, this makes sense, but why would it choose an unhealthy relationship where it feels trapped?  Our soul knows what our conscious mind does not, and it has an inner knowing that this connection satisfies past karma. When a relationship is karmic based, there is often emptiness and loneliness, but they are important in achieving self- mastery on our spiritual path.  If you say, “This relationship is lacking joy,” you may be in a karmic relationship for soul growth.
Souls repeat patterns because the familiar is comfortable.  It is safer to know how something will end even if it ends terribly.  These hopeful romantics may find their great love in various lifetimes, but one of the partners may die tragically before true marital or romantic bliss.  When they incarnate again, they are hopeful that each time they will succeed only to fall back into the same pattern of love lost.
If you feel that you may have lost your kindred soul or soul mate, and you have emptiness and longing in this lifetime until you find this lover again, trust your instincts.  Make your feelings less of an illusion and more real with a past life regression or psychic reading.  Ask for recommendations to find an astrologists who specializes in locating past life influences in your chart.  Empower yourself to find answers and to find your true love.
Realize we have many loves and many kindred souls, and embrace that they are all important for both our happiness and soul growth.  Usually, the worst relationships begin with the butterflies and head in the clouds feeling, and would we want to give that away just to wait for perfection? 
Losing your great love lifetime after lifetime takes its toll on even the most optimistic lovers.  Subconsciously, fear may exist that there is a possibility that this will happen in this lifetime as well, so what is the point in trying to find this person only to be heartbroken.  Soul memories are powerful, and they may be the reason why some of us are apathetic about finding true love.  Fear keeps those paralyzed from trying to find their great love this time around, so they settle with the first one who comes along, or they never bother to leave the house to look for love.
It is possible in this technological age, that many of us are finding our soul mates online across the country or in various countries.  The computer gives us the freedom to venture away from the girl or boy next door, and it is possible that our soul mates live miles away yet we still feel a strong connection that we wish to explore.
   We travel in soul groups and we have many kindred souls of which we marry and fall in love, but we only have one twin flame.  Our twin flame is the male or female energy of our complete self, since we are all made of both male and female energy, which separated from us and began a separate journey of soul growth.  Usually, twin flames do not incarnate at the same time, but there are more instances of this happening now as many people are living their final incarnations on Earth.   Twin flames are also discovering each other through the internet.   If you and your twin flame are not at the same level of soul growth, you may meet, but not stay together until both of you have reached the highest level of soul growth.
You fall in love when someone sees you as you see yourself, and your perfect soul mate will give you the independence and freedom to grow and offer you unconditional love as you stumble and learn your lessons.  Both of you will share roles as student and teacher to each other because learning both the positive and negative in life is essential for understanding, and when you are with your perfect soul mate, you will grow into an understanding of life and love together.    After all, our souls chose to incarnate to experience love in the physical form.  Most of us would not wait in line all day to ride a rollercoaster, and then walk away once it was our turn.  We would grab our friend’s hand and enjoy the ride, and if it is our great love from many lifetimes, we are definitely ready for this ride.